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I donapos;t really care about being secretive with my ed anymore.
people just think iapos;m fat so i canapos;t have an ed so itapos;s rediculous.
Iapos;m sick of it. Every one thinks i eat too much when they see me eat.
but no one understands. I want to be a size 0. Hell right now iapos;d go for a size 6. Or 8.
Bah i donapos;t want to be fat anymore.
anyone have some good thinspo, or motivational advice?
iapos;m on a three day liquid fast right now. And itapos;s going pretty good.

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